I hope there are days when you fall in love with being alive.
Tell them that you are not a mood swing and you deserve better than someone who stashes your love away like porn under the mattress. Ask if they will kiss you in public and introduce you to their mother and if they say no, leave and do not look back.
I love people. I love my family; but I also enjoy complete solitude. I have found my innermost self with the blessing of solitude.